i don’t want to mess this up anymore.
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Obsessed.
I have been sitting here for a little bit trying to figure out what i want to say. But i can’t focus on anything.
I am so happy, so calm, so excited.
I am so very much in love.
I love this song. But i’ve been incredibly sick of it. I hear it like three times a day and it’s getting painful. but this. this is AWESOME.
Somebody That I Used To Know (Gotye Cover) - Fun., feat. Hayley Williams
HOW DID YOU GET SO AWESOME?
you are overwhelmingly perfect.
i love it.
A Few Brief Lists.
Things That Make Me Happy:
- it is almost summer
- i have a future
- bradley
- sam, molly, kaite, and tom are coming to my graduation
- the weather is nice
- i am an official adult
Things That Make Me Worry:
- we are running out of time
- the calculus AP test
- paying for college
- leaving in august
- getting carried away
- upsetting people
Things That I Think About:
- consequences
- budgeting
- the future
- leaving
- going too fast
- wasting time
- graduating
- making people happy
- myself
- everyone else
1 month ago - 
7
7You are tired,
(I think)
Of the always puzzle of living and doing;
And so am I.
Come with me, then,
And we’ll leave it far and far away—
(Only you and I, understand!)
You have played,
(I think)
And broke the toys you were fondest of,
And are a little tired now;
Tired of things that break, and—
Just tired.
So am I.
But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,
And knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart—
Open to me!
For I will show you the places Nobody knows,
And, if you like,
The perfect places of Sleep.
Ah, come with me!
I’ll blow you that wonderful bubble, the moon,
That floats forever and a day;
I’ll sing you the jacinth song
Of the probable stars;
I will attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,
Until I find the Only Flower,
Which shall keep (I think) your little heart
While the moon comes out of the sea.
1 month ago - 2
2 GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Hey Self,
It’s going to be okay. I know you are really stressed out right now and feel like everything is falling apart. But its not. You are brave and strong and even though you feel like crying more often than not, you have to block the haters and keep on going.
I know you have to make a lot of choices. What college, what career, what friends, what relationships, what homework to do each night. But you know what? No matter what choice you make you won’t go wrong and you won’t be alone. And maybe it will be really bad for a few minutes, but it will end up being awesome for a couple hours. its a fair trade off, if you ask me.
So, just remember to breathe. always smell nice and look your best. don’t yell or get hurt. just relax. take a second. and be okay. because, Self, you are going to be so much more than okay.
I love you so much.
Truly, me.
1 month ago - 1
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